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disappointment.lost.ALONE
i recieved a book yesterday . 100 tips to be happy.. the simplest way for me to be happy is so easy yet difficult. being loved and being able to reciprocate that love makes me happy. but somehow its so difficult..
feeling very lost at the moment.. actually . for quite a long while alr .. actually since the 19th of march last year. things were never the same.. ur companionship is missed. disappointed that i actually allowed myself to do things that i'd never do due to the sudden lonesome feeling. i thought i was doing the right thing.. but then again . what is right and what isnt ?
felt guilty over the things i did to you. you have no idea how much. till this day i'm still affected actually... and yes , i actually feel lost all the time.. i've been feeling that way since i lost a part of myself(u).
i'm trying my best to help save whats left.. its really tiring. but if it works out , it'll be worth it. do you know how much you mean to me.. the feeling never wavered.. not since you know when..
i need you.
WAITING TO GET BACK THE LOST PIECE.......
posted @ 4:35 AM
